I've changed and grown so much since the last post. I've recently decided to become celibate (yaaay), for religious reasons. I've learned so much about myself and my relationship with God since the last post. At the beginning of the year, I made a New Year's Resolution contract with myself. I signed it and everything. But more importantly, I PRAYED. Prayed that I can honor it, prayed for the strength to acheive the things on this contract. One of the things on the contract was to get an internship; which I currently have. Another thing in this contract was to find a young AA female to mentor. Funny how God works, because my Godmother (who's just like a mom to me :)) started mentoring program at her church, and in order to be a mentor you had to be attend church, and study The Bible for yourself. This is relavent because in my Top 3 goals is the following:
TO PRACTICE PHYSICAL, MENTAL, AND SPIRITUAL DISCIPLINE
I didn't think about how all my goals were centered around God, but he's shown me by putting GOD first (who is all), my life will be better than I can ever imagine. With that, I've grown spiritually. Along with this spiritual growth, everything else fell into place. I'm now celibate until marriage. I've just started, been celibate for 3 months now. A friend told me to celebrate every 3 months! So I am. I see so much now that I've become celibate; I've been able to weed out all the losers. LOL...I pray that I continue to grow and do God's will. Until next time blogsphere! :)
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